Of the past 24 hours, I have studied for 14 of them.

This is not the lifestyle I am used to, or for that matter happy having. My new major and minor are now (temporarily) my least favorite subjects. Too much of a good thing is not greater. 

SO to distract myself I have been perusing Georgetown and GWU’s law websites for the past hour. And have maybe been plotting out my twenties in D.C. Oh, and I picked out my dog. 

Is it bad that I always live in the future? It isn’t like I’m unhappy now…I’m just a dreamer, I always have been. I have never been one to get stuck in the past or even care about the past for that matter; I’ve always treated yesterday as something that has passed and is out of mind. BUT how should we treat the future? I know, I know…do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow blah blah blah…I’ve been quoted this a million times, but I can’t help but wonder/dream about the future. And where does my future that I dream about end? There are two ends. 1. Teach for America for two years then GWU Law. OR 2. Georgetown Law. Only because Georgetown doesn’t let you defer acceptance for two years. WOW, I am a sellout, not that Teach for America will even accept me. I’m not ethnic enough. 
Think about it, they only accept 16% of applicants, and of that like 60% are minorities. giving me a 6.4% acceptance rate. PERFECT. 

But then, when you really think about it acceptance rates aren’t pertinent to anything, just because it is a low rate doesn’t mean I can’t do it or should even allow myself to be discouraged.

So, thank you for allowing me to put off studying for five minutes. I must return to my Government DOW Reader. yessssssssssss